.Monday, January 25, 2010 ' 9:13 PM Y
booooooooooooooya,
seems like it has been awhile since i last blog. well, can't say that im feeling ok. I feel like shit, felt like my heart has been run over by the train for the nth times, well literally. It's like damn stupid to feel this way. I can only say, i fell deep this time round. My fault, shouldn't have taken it seriously. yup that was dumb. I'm that kind of person that won't voice out what i feel, my close friend should know. So don't ask me how i feel about this whole thing, i have no comment. What do you want me to say? "No, i don't like it"? That is impossible. Even if it hurts, i won't voice out. I find it hard to convey what i feel towards people. Since I'm always on my own in the past. It's already a habit for me, to keep my feelings inside. I feel like, if i say it out, i would create troubles for "you know who". Not trying to make you feel guilty or anything, but, wish you would stop asking me how i feel. Each time you asked, it's like you're reminding me again and again, and that hurts. So, don't bring it up, let me forget. ok? :D
Enough with the sentimental confession. ewww doesn't feel like me AT ALL. ok~ -feels goosebumps-
Okay~ Partyworld with my darlings on 12th. woots~ happy happy. BEER BEER BEER. I DONT CARE. Everyone can betray me but beer don't ;D I should just marry carlsberg or heineken. either one is fine with me -grins- AND, I'm so gonna put my phone far far far away from me, mian de wo zai bu xiao xin da ge bie ren.
BYE~ nothing to update le, and, last long that certain someone (:
Labels: I know Im a hypocrite, with all the beautiful words.
