.Sunday, June 14, 2009 ' 8:25 PM Y
I wonder why my body rises when i think of you. I want to talk to you I want to be distinct from others.All i wanted was to be special.Wanting something from someone so stronglyis something very similar to love.Just thinking of youbecomes unbearable.In this self-made darkness,this hand, your handthese fingers, your fingersoverlap;tremble.Nothing can change it.To satisfy this body,I dirtied this hand.Butto be reproachedis not something that can be stopped so.This intense desiresomeday, i'll change it into a great strength for you.Behind my eyelids,a colourless lightShines.By your hand which drives these emotions,I come.Labels: my pain. my sorrow. my regrets. i want to win
.Friday, June 5, 2009 ' 11:31 PM Y
ahahaha long time no see (:guess what im typing this in hospital =O and i still dont know when can i be release. just bless me. and the first day SUCKS. i have needles all over my arms and hands. even now my arm is still blue black. ouch. the drip. OUCH. and every once in a while the doctor. seems like trainee come and draw blood from me. and i do faces. lols and he kept apologizing to me. i want to laugh so hard. but it's painful to laugh. and im too giddy. ohhhh now there a new roommate. a cute baby. :D oh and in the emergency ward. there's this baby beside me...half japanese omg he is so beautiful the skin and all but he got infected in the brain and have to have surgery. poor thing la only one month old. oh and pauline and chin ju came to visit me today (: wa lao they like at their room like that then sleep on my bed. lols. then i wear the robe like kampong girl lols. and hey hospital food is quite ok if you minus the rice and the soup.and i also didnt know they have menus lols. i wanna go home i miss my bed. i dont wanna see the nurses. hais. i wana go back school do art. i wana go back home slack. i wanna jump around and do crazy things. the restriction in hospital................hais. plus i cant celebrate birthday with baby. if im not warded i should be with baby now watching movie liao. sorry ar baobei your present i also cannot go buy really very sorry. i'll give them to you as belated SORRY BABY. and love you. and dont ah~choo any more. and thankyou for visiting me. charmaine huinan chin ju pauline leng auntie and yao zhen aunt mom dad kor and all la. LOVE YOU GUYS. oh and love panda for hearing me nag. im too bored.Labels: it's not the end of the world
